Today is the day that I get a preliminary idea of what this lump in my breast might be.
I'm not scared anymore. I thought about it all weekend, running every scenario I could imagine through my head, until I finally got myself into an almost zen state over it.
It is whatever it is, and i will deal with whatever it is accordingly. It may be nothing, or it may be something. Either way, I will deal with whatever comes and I will press on. That's all there is to it. No point in worrying about it any further, worrying isn't going to change the way things are...all worrying does is make me lose sleep and give me heartburn and the runs.
So, after I had read just about every resource i could find about breast cancer, lumps, bumps, cysts and diseases I stopped worrying. It was as (surprisingly) simple as that.
I'll let you know what happens.