Ok, i just re-read what i have written in the past couple of days, and I don't like what i see. All I seem to have done is complain about my lot in life, how bad my life is, how being me sucks...it's pathetic!

I'm really not like this usually....and i think the time has come for me to kick myself in the ass and just get the fuck on with shit instead of complaining. Yes, this is hard, and yes, it hurts...but i need to quit fucking whining. This is what i need to say to myself:

Shit happens, Karen. Deal with it. Press on. Get past your self indulgent misery and just live. That's all there is to it. Find the Dao again, go with it, and let what happens, happen. It could be a lot worse.....

There, I said it.