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Published on March 27, 2005 By dharmagrl In Misc

I really detest holidays. 

It's hard to be a singleton, awash in a sea of families and couples.  Yes, I know I'm married, but he's not here.  He's there, and me and the kids are on our own.

Holidays can be like any other day of you shut yourself in the house, don't watch TV, don't listen to the radio and don't get on the internet.  If you seclude yourself to the point of isolation, you can pretend like it's just another day.  If, however, you have to have any kind of interaction with the outside world, the fatc that it's a holiday will become very apparent very quickly.

Everywhere across the land, people are getting together.  Couples and families are spending the day together, eating dinner together, doing things together.  I'm doing my part, I made a big traditional dinner...but I feel like I'm doing it one armed.  A big part is missing.  There's an empty space at my table this evening. 

Holidays suck.....


Comments
on Mar 27, 2005
Rejoice in Family!  Even tho the loved one is gone,they are there for you!
on Mar 27, 2005

Even tho the loved one is gone,they are there for you!

I know this, but...they're still not here.  And, they can only call home twice a week for 15 mins a time, they have to stand in line for an hour to use the phone or a computer and when they do call they cry because they're so damn miserable....

Holidays still suck.

on Mar 27, 2005

Dharma,

I do understand.  And I cannot make up for the loss. But chew my ear.  My mother did.  take care and God Bless.

it is tough.  I know it.  But dont shut the family out.  They suffer too, just not as much as you.

on Mar 27, 2005
HOw did the Ham turn out?
on Mar 27, 2005

HOw did the Ham turn out?

No!  Was it green?  I do so love green eggs and ham!

on Mar 27, 2005

HOw did the Ham turn out?

It was delicious!

I do understand. And I cannot make up for the loss. But chew my ear

I know, and I do thank you for being an ear if I need it.  I'll get over it; I just have a harder time on holidays and today was a particularly 'weak' day for me.

on Mar 27, 2005

I know, and I do thank you for being an ear if I need it. I'll get over it; I just have a harder time on holidays and today was a particularly 'weak' day for me.

For me as well. peace Great lady.  Always.

on Mar 29, 2005
Je comprends votre douleur un peu. Je suis pas marie, mais ma copine me manques
on Mar 29, 2005

Je comprends votre douleur un peu. Je suis pas marie, mais ma copine me manques

Merci....mais qui etes-vous?

on Mar 29, 2005
Dont worry they have to get better....no matter what


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