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Published on October 16, 2004 By dharmagrl In Personal Relationships

What else should I be.....all apologies.'

That's how I feel right now.

Closely followed by

'Find my nest of salt....ev'rything is my fault'.

 

I'm so tired of it....


Comments
on Oct 16, 2004
I'm so sorry to hear it Dharma! If there is anything I can do, or you just want to vent and let loose you have my email. Don't hesitate to let me know.

And I know the feeling.
on Oct 16, 2004
go do something special just for you today...it always works.
on Oct 16, 2004
Sorry to hear that this is how you feel today. Hope you feel better soon. Let me/us know if there's anything I/we can do. Take care!
on Oct 16, 2004

Thanks, Dev, Mano and Chip.

There's nothing I can say or do that is going to make this any better.  There's nothing that anyone can say or do...well, there's one person, but they're not prepared to say or do the things that would make things happier for me.

I'm just tired of feeling like every move I make, everything I say...is wrong.  I'm tired of feeling like I'm unwanted, like I'm a thorn in someone's side.

I'm just tired of it.  The question is...how tired of it will I let myself get?