I had to go see a physician this morning. I've been having some disturbing symptoms - muscle fasiculations (twitching) in my hands, fingers, arms, legs, feet, toes, lips and tongue, feeling dizzy and off-balance a lot and extreme fatigue (so bad that I have a hard time making it up the stairs at home some days) are the main ones - and I wanted to get it checked out. I know my body pretty well and I know that something's just not right, so I called last week and made an appointment.
My usual doc was off sick today, so guess who I had to see? The doc who refused to sign off on my physical for the class I'm taking.
She has to be the absolute WORST physician I have ever come across. She's dismissive (she told me that it all had to do with my back surgery without bothering to find out what level of my spine I had fused. When I asked her how an L4-L5 level fusion could affect my hands, arms and face, she didn't have an answer for me), she didn't take my concerns seriously and I have absolutely NO confidence in her abilities as a physician - I'd be more comfortable having one of my Nurse instructors diagnose and treat than this dumb-ass Doctor. Both times I've seen her, it seemed as though once she'd found out about my spinal fusion, that was all she could focus on. Last time she wanted to send me to a orthopedic doctor, despite my telling her that it wasn't an ortho who'd performed the surgery.
After she was done with her very rudimentary neurological exam (tested my reflexes and shone a light in my eyes to make my pupils react) she announced that she was sending me to see a neurologist, opened the door and started to walk out without telling me what she thought was wrong. I had to ask her to please explain to me why she felt the need to send me to a neurologist if it really was 'because of the spinal surgery' or else she'd just have walked out on me.
To make a long story short, I have to go see a neurologist because there's a chance I have MS. A lot of people who are ultimately diagnosed with MS present with the same symptoms I've been having, but sometimes getting that diagnosis takes years, especially with the relapsing-remitting kind of MS.
Before she left the exam room I made sure that I let her know how I felt about her standard of care and that I'd be submitting a complaint about her and her attitude to the Patient Advocate's office. "well, that's your right" she said "it won't be the first time it's happened since I've been here".
Well well well. It seems that I'm not the first person Dr No Personality Or Bedside Manner has upset with her attitude. I can't say that it surprises me - I just feel sorry for the people who've gone to see her and who've come away feeling like an idiot because she was dismissive with them and told them there was nothing wrong. I wonder how many people have gone on to get a second opinion only to find out that there really WAS something wrong with them - and I also wonder how many of them suffered because of that delay in treatment. Come to think of it, how many people just went away and suffered in silence because they believed what she said? That's just not right. She's just not right.
I'm going to do whatever I can to make sure that I DON'T have to see Dr NPOBM again. Apparently they're letting ANYone practice medicine these days.