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Published on April 14, 2004 By dharmagrl In Misc
Here's a quick update on what's been going on around here:

My 'new' computer has crashed on me 3 times in the past 2 days. I'm about ready to take it back and have them look at it to see WTF is going on...and they can do so for free, as far as I'm concerned.

My neighbor has managed to royally piss me off by riding his 4-wheeler all over my newly raked, seeded and watered lawn. Then the people on the other side of me dragged a huge tiller over it, got it stuck in the wet ground and dragged it back out again, leaving me with a nice big furrow in my yard. I wouldn't mind, but we get our yards inspected to make sure they're up to the military's standards and I'll be the one to get the ticket.

The guy that got killed in Balad wasn't from here. I would say luckily, but I don't see it as a 'lucky' situation; someone got killed. I haven't heard if any of our dudes was injured yet.

I have to have an MRI done first thing in the morning and a spinal tap done later this week or early next week. I gave in to my husband's requests and went to the doctor today. I have weakness and neurological defecits in my left hand, arm, and leg, and I've had a headache for 3 days now. It also hurts me to move my eyes. The weakness in my arm and hand didn't surprise me, I knew about that and that was really what I was there for...but the leg explained quite a bit. I fall, a lot, most recently I fell down the stairs and fractured some ribs (I blogged about that back in Feb). I asked him what he though was wrong (I have a good idea myself) and he reeled off a litany of things...MS, lupus, a tumor, epilepsy, Parkinson's, a TIA..there's countless neruological diseases and syndromes that could be causing the symptoms I've been having....too many for him to want to even guess. It could also be something that was caused by the jeep vs 18 wheeler accident.

So, that's about it for me. I'm really not sure how much more of this I can handle. I say that knowing, however, that I'll take whatever is thrown at me and I'll roll with the punches. I bounce, I always have, and I'll bounce back from this like I've bounced back from everything else. I may cry and feel sorry for myself whilst doing so, but I'll be alright.

I would , however, like a bit of a break.


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on Apr 15, 2004
You know Sherye, that's the hardest thing. I can live with the symptoms, I just want to know what the heck is going on so I can deal with it accordingly...but poor old Dave is having a hard time of things. He feels like he should be here, but he can't be. I keep telling him that it's ok, that when and if I really need him to come home I'll let him know...his being here isn't going to make much difference right now. He just wants to be there for me..wants to be HERE for me. Funnily enough we kind of had a little spat the other night about how he put his job before everything else in the past, and how I was still a little hurt and resentful of him for doing that..and now this happens. I feel absolutely awful about it now. He's being wonderful, he really is. I couldn't ask for a better, more supportive husband.
on Apr 15, 2004
I'm prepared for that, Karma. I'm prepared for almost anything, I think. I just want someone to tell me that all of this is not in my head...which kind of happened yesterday with the leg weakness. I didn't realize it until the doc had me do some movements with it..and you know, the more I read, the more I think I have MS. I've been (since this strange sensation started) feeling really tired around 3 or 4 pm, so tired that I have to lay down and take a nap, which my husband will tell you is highly unusual for me; I almost never nap. I just found out that that's really common for people with MS. I also don't have the tremor too bad unless I'm trying to grip or reach for something..for example when I'm driving it's worse because I'm reaching to hold the steering wheel...and that's a classic thing as well. All of this stuff I found out AFTER I had already noticed the symptoms, so it's not like I'm reading about them and then imagining them.

Karma, did you get the rash at all? There's supposed to be a rash the accompanies lupus. How did they finally diagnose you with that?
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