We all have bad days

Published on May 31, 2006 By dharmagrl In Misc

I am human. I have human emotions, feelings...I am not controlled by them, but nonethless my words and actions are affected by them.

I am not immune to hostility and anger. When you cut me, I bleed - and today, your words and your actions cut me. I'm not going to overexaggerate and say that you cut me to the bone, but you cut me you did, and I bled and shed tears.

I don't need many people very often; I've become adept at managing on my own...but today, I NEEDED you. I needed you, and you walked away from me. You shut me off, you forced isolation upon me.

You do not have exclusive rights to bad days; we all have them. Bad days are universal things. But friendship is supposed to surpass bad days, it's supposed to be there no matter what. Love is supposed to be there no matter what.

Are you only my friend when I'm having good days? When you're having good days? Can't we have a bad day together, can't we share our misery with one another?

Apparently not.

Comments

island_gurl12

on May 31, 2006

Aww dharma, I feel for you.

I hope this person gets to read this and realizes the pain they've caused. So that next time instead of barking at you to leave them alone they look for your shoulder to cry on.

Trudygolightly

on May 31, 2006

So Sorry to read you're in pain!!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((dharma))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

hope things work out, or it gets settled, something! life's too short, then again I hope this isn't a pattern of whomever you wrote about!

Moderateman

on May 31, 2006

yikes, D!! sorry you were let down, but better now than later, I think.

ParaTed2k

on Jun 01, 2006

((((((((((( Karen ))))))))))))))

Dr Guy

on Jun 01, 2006

((((((((((( Karen ))))))))))))))

Ditto.

JillUser

on Jun 01, 2006

I don't think there is anything worse than feeling alone when you thought you had someone who would never leave you feeling that way. I know nothing can make up for the one you truly needed but I hope you know there is lots of love here for you on JU!

~hugs~

dharmagrl

on Jun 01, 2006

Want me to kill 'em for ya?

Nah, not this time. I'm saving that for someone REALLY special....mwahahahahahahhah!

I hope this person gets to read this and realizes the pain they've caused

They did, and they do realize it.

then again I hope this isn't a pattern of whomever you wrote about!

It sort of is, but...I kind of have myself to blame a little bit. I didn't speak up when it first happened, so now it's a habitual thing and it's going to be incredibly hard to break.

sorry you were let down, but better now than later, I think

I think so too.

((((((((((( Karen ))))))))))))))

Thank you, Ted...

Ditto.

...and thank you too, DG.

I don't think there is anything worse than feeling alone when you thought you had someone who would never leave you feeling that way

It's akin to having the rug pulled out from under you, isn't it? Like everything that I thought was and could be has gone. Disappeared.

I'll be ok. I just am going to have a hard time opening my heart and baring my soul in the future because I've been hurt.

crimson

on Jun 01, 2006

That's such a shame, sweetheart. Know that you're in my thoughts. Nic.

TheGuyPC

on Jun 01, 2006

Very profound and poetic.

I don't know you and, have never chatted with you on your blog
but I hope it gets better for you.

I know that horrible feeling you describe all to well.
It's no fun.
Just remember, this too shall pass.

I used to load up on comedy's.
It kinda helped.
Time is the only true fix though.

Good luck.

Locamama

on Jun 01, 2006

Posts like these drive me crazy. I want details. I want to know the who, what, where and when. I know it's probably none of my business but I can't help it.

I'm sorry that someone let you down.

dharmagrl

on Jun 02, 2006

That's such a shame, sweetheart

Yeah, it is. Thanks for the kind thoughts, Nic.

I don't know you and, have never chatted with you on your blog
but I hope it gets better for you

Thank you, and I hope that you come here more often!

Posts like these drive me crazy. I want details. I want to know the who, what, where and when. I know it's probably none of my business but I can't help it.

Maybe one day I'll tell you. Not right now, though. It still hurts too bad.

Heh, someone thought *I* was the one who let ya down, dharma. I told them...not this time.

Nope, it wasn't you. You've never let me down like this, and I don't think that you ever would. Even when you were pissed off at me, if I'd come to you with something like this you'd have listened.

dharmagrl

on Jun 02, 2006

Just goes to show, if I get pissed at someone its only because I give a shit in the first place

Yep. We are only hurt by those that we give a toss about. If we don't care about someone, they are unable to wound us.

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